CHANGE

As I have been going through different parts of my investigation in the past couple of weeks, I discovered that I am not as healed as I thought I was about my eating disorder. I have had times were I have thought I might relapse when I have been going through my journey however I still consider this to be an extremely important subject and want to do something around it but maybe not directly around eating disorders because I have realized as well that there is a severe barrier to entry so I am now going to try to be more focused on the side of body image and the root that causes all of this issues. For example, looking at the history of Fat phobia and the way that we still see the effects in today’s societies as well as looking at the different comments and ways that people not only view food but their relationship with their body because if I stay focused directly with eating disorders I am not sure where it will take me in my educational journey as well as in my personal one. I also spoke to several psychologists, and they recommended that I take this project and look at it from the perspective of the root issue and the behaviors around it, but that still leaves me a little in the air. I still don’t have everything figured out, but I need to look into it further to understand what’s going on in the project, given all the processes I have been going through.