I created the Instagram account, tried posting, and I am starting to do so. Still, if I am being completely honest I am absolutely terrified of the response I am going to get, I am very sensitive because of my own struggles and I severely scared that I will get targeted as well as my family because of the controversial work I am doing specially in Colombia and in my town where everything is so hyper critical however I promised myself that I was going to start putting myself out there so even if I am scared shirtless to keep posting on the instagram I am still going to do it. If at some point it will impact my mental health, I will change it because the issue is that I am so afraid of what might happen that I might never start moving. However, I have been moving forward with a Padlet I started with different people I have been meeting with to understand different people’s perspectives and the ways I might have blind spots that need to be seen to find where things might be changing.
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Not everything I have done has been going according to plan. Still, I am beginning to trust the fact that it is a process and that I need to keep going to see results in this master’s. One of the many reasons I ended up in this master’s is to embrace the unexpected and the way life is; if I want everything to be put out.
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